Friday, January 13, 2006

weAREone (:

im cooled.
totally.. like ice cool.
im feelin so tired and beat from work.
i could jus slp super long now.
i ate char kway teow aft having not eaten it for ages.
its yummy :p dam!

im meetin up with vic tmr (: haha!
i bet we're gonna have fun ketchinup. we're both ketchup lovers somemore. how awesome.
yes awesome is the word to use to describe how i felt today when i woke up. altho pretty early despite having work at 11.30am. but it felt awesome. i was re-energize. moodyness all gone. and advice from lester was ringin all over in my head.

its true when i get angry i jus speak without thinking. and at times, alot of mean things jus come out with no total consideration for the other party. and i start behaving as though the whole world owes me a living. and its a flaw which i will improve on. i mus have self composure in myself. the ultimate winner is not the one with words, but the one with composure (: cuz one is clear, understands and is considerate to how others ard them feel (: haha. i think everything is so true really and i blieve i will learn to grow as there's so much more for me to see and discover. im still so young and there are a million faces of ppl i have to see. and what pulls friends together is understanding. if u understand that person, u dont have to ask why the person is doing this, u jus automatically knoe. that's understanding.. i guess im kinda gettin the hang of it (:

oh yes i miss J.

at dinner today, i realised that many of my colleagues will be leaving.. its horrible to me. counting down to how all my friends are leaving one by one.. they all make up the explosive dynamic work environment and that's the reason why im hanging on to working with sentosa. and if they leave, there's nth much for me to hold on to alr.. its kinda redundant. the work environment matters alot? however much the pay may be, the love for the work itself and the environment is truly the most impt motivating factor. and this is all falling apart.. man, 2-3mths ago it was gathering party to bond held by ivan. this 22nd it'd b farewell party. this whole thing... is truly upsetting ): *RAHS*

this is the circle of life and Lion King teaches me.
and we are one...
as we go through life you'd see, there is so much that we dont understand
and the only thing we noe is things don always go the way we plan
but you'd see everyday that will never turn away
when it seems all your dreams come undone........
we will stand by your side filled with hope and filled with pride.
we are more dan we are.... we are one.. (:

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